I hate letting go of things.Like for instance the whole xanga craze is over, but I just don't have the heart to shut this thing down. I mean it has about 2 years of stuff written in it.And I am just going to shut it all off?I can't bring myself to do it.A lot of stuff is documented on this thing.A big change in who I am is on this.

This is my last entry.I'll still keep this open to read for old times sakes though.

Well it's been a while since I've written in here. I don't really like xanga anymore, that's why.

I hate my mom.She is so ridiculous.She blames me for everything and acts like my little brother did nothing.She wouldn't even let me go workout today because I am "grounded". And she says tomorrow I can't do anything with Isaac for Valentine's Day.How gay is that! I really just want to punch her right now.She never listens to me.She is the worst mom ever.And she is trying to make the dent in my car a bigger deal than it already is.It's seriously PISSING ME OFF.

Karma is a bitch.Karma is a bitch.Karma is a bitch.Karma is a bitch.

Yeah yeah Yeah.Boredom.

I am so sick.Everytime I eat something I get the worst stomach ache ever.I can't even eat like a bowl of cereal, and I was up all last night with my stomach hurting.It sucks

I am so glad that I am not a Freshman anymore. This Freshman girl that I talked to last night does not understand boundaries AT ALL. She's like the most desperate person I have ever met. It is really really sad. I just don't know what to think about it really......

Nothing really happened last weekend.Spent some time with Britney and Megan.Haha.Learned some things that I already pretty much knew.Hung out with Chanci and then spent Monday with my grandma.She got me the cutest shirt ever!

Actually now that I think about it. I think I will go to school.Bye Bye.

Ok so I am am really liking this new semester.It is already getting really interesting.

First Period-Honors Chemistry with Gentry.So far the only thing I have learned is that they used to make carbonated milk that when hot and shaken up will shoot out of the can up to 40 feet...haha.

Second Period-Media Concepts.I am being the anchor first.It's really fun even if the only person that's my friend in there is Andrea.

Third Period-Honors English with Mr. Davis...he is the most interesting teacher I've ever had.We are reading the Scarlet Letter and I already love it.

Fourt Period-Psychology with Grindstaff..It's sorta boring and by the time I'm in there I am drained off all energy I have to listen to him,but I can tell that later on in the semester I will really like it.

Ooh and I have lunch with all my favorites except for Brittany Gross.Which makes 3 periods and a lunch that I have with Drea.Oh well hopefully we won't kill each other...haha.Love Ya Drea!

This weekend nothing really went on.I went to the games on Friday and then stayed the night with Chanci.Josh and Andrew came over and we watched the 40 Year Old Virgin.

Saturday Me and Chanci went and ate at O'Charley's and saw Aaron Stidham.Haha..Then we called around trying to find a place to have her Sweet Sixteen and just settled on her Dad's Work.(Which was really nice)

Today I  have just lounged around all day and now I am getting ready to go out to eath with my Mom and Step-Dad and go see the Hostel after that.

                  2005

• First Prom
• First Love
• First Heartbreak
• First Blackout....
• First Time Driving Without Parent
• First Herbal Experience
• First Overnight Stay at the Lake
• First Ski Trip
• First Concert
• First Big Theme Park
• First Time Hanging Out With The Usual 5

There are some more..hahaha.

...And she never looked back.